It really isn't doing anything for me being here. I need to be at home around my own things. On my own sofa with my own bed and duvet. I've been away from home for over 2weeks now and I can't stand it.
So I'm just waiting to see nursey to tell her I want to go. I saw the consultant yesterday and I don't think it will be a problem as he said he wasn't going to force me to stay.
I don't want to go home to self harm or do anything. It's probably even the opposite. My being at home will probably calm the urges.
So here again it's wait and see.