It's all a lie.
I don't have majorly low moods. I don't go higher every now and then. I don't see things that aren't real come to life. The cutting is just to get attention. It's obviously some kind of Munchhausen's Syndrome. I make it all up. I need the attention. It's got to be that hasn't it.
Well, that's what I think they think. Could they be right and as someone has said before, it's all just a fucked up fantasy. I was never sectioned. I didn't spend over 8 months on a PICU and basically a year on a section. I have never taken overdoses to kill me that landed me in ITU on a ventilator. It's all in my head. It's not real.
Oh, how I wish this was the case.