Tuesday, 14 May 2013

A Lie

It's all a lie.

I don't have majorly low moods. I don't go higher every now and then. I don't see things that aren't real come to life. The cutting is just to get attention. It's obviously some kind of Munchhausen's Syndrome. I make it all up. I need the attention. It's got to be that hasn't it.

Well, that's what I think they think. Could they be right and as someone has said before, it's all just a fucked up fantasy. I was never sectioned. I didn't spend over 8 months on a PICU and basically a year on a section. I have never taken overdoses to kill me that landed me in ITU on a ventilator. It's all in my head. It's not real.

Oh, how I wish this was the case.


Anonymous said...

Who thinks that ? X

Jessica Sanford said...

But, the truth is, no one else knows how you experience reality. That isn't to say that you live in your own world that is different than everyone else, but only you know your pain. Only you know how you feel that pain, how you deal with it and how it really, truly affects you.

Don't listen to others' ignorance. Look forward. Remember to constantly pursue healing.

You don't know me... I ventured to your blog while I was surfing around the internet. I just thought I'd stop and send you some love. I know what it's like to need it.