This is going to sound weird. Mad even. But I have this stupid irrational fear that the dentist is going to kill me. So I have avoided going for a few years. But I can't put it off any longer. I have taken a double dose of Quetiapine and am hoping that the anti anxiety properties in that help. I usually take it at night also so I'll be not up for doing anything much at all later.
I am the same if I have a facial also. I fear that people near my face like that are going to smother me. I can get my eye brows done. Maybe because that is quicker and they are not near my nose and mouth.
It's stupid isn't it?
Wish me luck.
About Me
- Kat Moss
- Well, what can I say without giving too much away about who I am. I suppose firstly I should say why I am writing a blog. It's for my own benefit really. I like looking back through old things I have written about and it makes me rememeber it. I have an awful memory and it's good to look back and see how I felt about something or even something happening. I used to keep a diary when I was younger but fear of it being found and also the amount of time it took me to write in it meant that I didn't really write in it that often. But, it was good to look back on things and see how things were at the time. I don't know how many people, if any will read this. I would like to think people would read it and I can remain totally anonymous. If I can't be honest on here then where can I be. No one knows me on here, no one knows I keep a blog so I have that security.
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