So I chickened out of going to see my CPN today. I was awake really late with it going through my head, round and round. So late last night I decided that I wasn't going to go. Then I managed to get to sleep.
I know I need to see her regarding what's going off. It's really bothering me and I need some medication or something to make it stop. I'm so scared of ending up in hospital again. It makes me not want to go see anyone.
So I suppose I can continue being a hermit in my flat until my next expected trip out which isn't for a few days.
About Me
- Kat Moss
- Well, what can I say without giving too much away about who I am. I suppose firstly I should say why I am writing a blog. It's for my own benefit really. I like looking back through old things I have written about and it makes me rememeber it. I have an awful memory and it's good to look back and see how I felt about something or even something happening. I used to keep a diary when I was younger but fear of it being found and also the amount of time it took me to write in it meant that I didn't really write in it that often. But, it was good to look back on things and see how things were at the time. I don't know how many people, if any will read this. I would like to think people would read it and I can remain totally anonymous. If I can't be honest on here then where can I be. No one knows me on here, no one knows I keep a blog so I have that security.
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