I feel really confused. My head is all over the place. It's horrible. I have had the feeling for a while. I was told the counselling could make things worse before they became better. I didn't realise how much worse they would get. But I wasn't expecting the confusion that has come a long side. I like black and white, cause and effect. I like to attribute feelings to events that have happened. But now I can't. I can't do any of that. It has left me feeling confused and angry.