Saturday, 19 November 2011

Really Struggling

<p>I'm really not wanting to be here. I'm trying to make plans to escape but I don't think it's a possibility. I'm going to be prepared each time though. I have a plan for where I'm going and what I'm going to do. If only I had all my money on me or I'd be straight out the country while the section runs out.</p>
<p>I'm not going to tell them how I'm feeling as it will only make things worse for me. Maybe I'll just have to wait a week or so until I'm allowed off ward on my own as at the moment it involves getting away from a member of staff who is probably a better runner than me. It's not hard being as though I'm so unfit.

1 comment:

Jenny said...


Just wanted to say that I'm reading what you're writing, and sorry that things are so tough. Please try to work with the staff to aid your recovery.. I know things are hard, but there was a glimmer of hope for you after your last admission when you started to feel better. Work with them and maybe you'll start to feel better again.. one baby step at a time

Jenny x