Tuesday 2 August 2011

I Called

I am going to try and keep this updated as I go through the night. It's a good distraction for me to write...

So I called and spent 30 minutes on the phone. I have to call back in an hour..

The woman was nice. She just said a long the lines of that I may be struggling but there is something in me that makes me not want to. I didn't tell her that was because I was planning and had made plans for another night.

Basically she wants me to call her back in an hour. I told her I tried all the things said. I said I would watch Holby City for the next hour.

I have gathered the needs to try again tonight but it goes against my plans.

I don't know why I am so set on the particular night. I know if I attempt tonight me not turning up to appointments with Sam tomorrow will raise concerns. She knows how I am feeling so she would probably end up calling police if I didn't turn up and didn't answer phone.

So I want to keep my plans for the same. Also. It's planned. I feel easy about it. I don't feel easy about tonight.

EDIT @ 20.20 -

The TV is not really helping distract me. I think the needles are called for.

8 comments:

Peter said...

I'm glad you called. Did you call back after the hour?

I tend to find TV is just noise sometimes and never helps when my head gets in a mess.

I'll try and check on you over the next few hours.

Kat Moss said...

I did call back but it was a waste of time. I've written another blog on it. I've self medicated by trippleing the quetiapine dose to knock me out.

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