Tuesday, 17 April 2012

Running Away

I'm gonna try and make a run for it later. I've got a plan. I can't stand it in here. They lie to me and don't help when I need it. I'm going to cut enough so that I need to go to hospital and tell them I swallowed the blade. Then I'm going to run. Not sure where I'm going or if it will work and with only 8quid in my purse I won't get far. But even if it's just one night and a bottle of wine it will be worth it. I need to get away for a bit!

4 comments:

lostgirl said...

please dont do it ! tell one of the staff you need to talk and tell them your needing some extra support. If you run u will be there even longer and will all your privileges removed. It will only make you feel worse this time tomorrow when you are under lock and key and on high obs. Its not worth it really it isnt. I know its so hard trying to get help believe me i do understand. But when you act out of frustration they label you as attention seeking and that really harms their treatment and view of you even though it shouldnt. I hope you rethink this. I am thinking of you and hope to hear from you again soon in a better frame of mind x

Golden Psych said...

I'm already under lock and key, I'm on a PICU. I'm already on arms length high obs and I've already lost all my privileges. I don't have anything to lose.a

Golden Psych said...

I'm already under lock and key, I'm on a PICU. I'm already on arms length high obs and I've already lost all my privileges. I don't have anything to lose.a

one brave duck said...

don't do it... think of the long term goals... getting out of there and returning to school... when do you see your psycholgist next? you say you have a good rapport with him. thinking of you, c.