I tried calling my CPN. She doesn't work Monday's so was a bit of a waste of time. I didn't feel as though I could talk to anyone else. So I didn't say anything. Maybe I will try again tomorrow. Who knows.
I do that all the time: Call an office on the day they are closed, or put off calling until it's past office hours. I've never been good talking to people, and more recently I've been real talkative, and then feel ashamed later, because I've opened-up and said too much. For me, I think it's nervousness more than anything.
I had psyched myself up to call. Then as the phone was ringing I chickened out of what I was going to talk to her about and was just going to ask her to come to my house when I see her on Friday. But as it turned out she wasn't there at all anyway. I will try again tomorrow.
Well, what can I say without giving too much away about who I am. I suppose firstly I should say why I am writing a blog.
It's for my own benefit really. I like looking back through old things I have written about and it makes me rememeber it. I have an awful memory and it's good to look back and see how I felt about something or even something happening. I used to keep a diary when I was younger but fear of it being found and also the amount of time it took me to write in it meant that I didn't really write in it that often. But, it was good to look back on things and see how things were at the time.
I don't know how many people, if any will read this. I would like to think people would read it and I can remain totally anonymous. If I can't be honest on here then where can I be. No one knows me on here, no one knows I keep a blog so I have that security.
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I do that all the time: Call an office on the day they are closed, or put off calling until it's past office hours. I've never been good talking to people, and more recently I've been real talkative, and then feel ashamed later, because I've opened-up and said too much. For me, I think it's nervousness more than anything.
I had psyched myself up to call. Then as the phone was ringing I chickened out of what I was going to talk to her about and was just going to ask her to come to my house when I see her on Friday. But as it turned out she wasn't there at all anyway. I will try again tomorrow.
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