It's all a lie.
I don't have majorly low moods. I don't go higher every now and then. I don't see things that aren't real come to life. The cutting is just to get attention. It's obviously some kind of Munchhausen's Syndrome. I make it all up. I need the attention. It's got to be that hasn't it.
Well, that's what I think they think. Could they be right and as someone has said before, it's all just a fucked up fantasy. I was never sectioned. I didn't spend over 8 months on a PICU and basically a year on a section. I have never taken overdoses to kill me that landed me in ITU on a ventilator. It's all in my head. It's not real.
Oh, how I wish this was the case.
About Me
- Kat Moss
- Well, what can I say without giving too much away about who I am. I suppose firstly I should say why I am writing a blog. It's for my own benefit really. I like looking back through old things I have written about and it makes me rememeber it. I have an awful memory and it's good to look back and see how I felt about something or even something happening. I used to keep a diary when I was younger but fear of it being found and also the amount of time it took me to write in it meant that I didn't really write in it that often. But, it was good to look back on things and see how things were at the time. I don't know how many people, if any will read this. I would like to think people would read it and I can remain totally anonymous. If I can't be honest on here then where can I be. No one knows me on here, no one knows I keep a blog so I have that security.
2 comments:
Who thinks that ? X
But, the truth is, no one else knows how you experience reality. That isn't to say that you live in your own world that is different than everyone else, but only you know your pain. Only you know how you feel that pain, how you deal with it and how it really, truly affects you.
Don't listen to others' ignorance. Look forward. Remember to constantly pursue healing.
You don't know me... I ventured to your blog while I was surfing around the internet. I just thought I'd stop and send you some love. I know what it's like to need it.
-Jessica
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