Its peacelovingguy here - not my real name - I'd be a hippy for sure if I was called that!
Hoping you'll get to the point I got to sooner than later.
In part accepting depression - but also accepting that you can still be happy - there can be days that are good and even memorable.
You will get there - your always welcome to talk to me and I said that many a time - if I was 20 years younger I'd date you! But alas - for me - not you - we'll just have to be mates!
Anyhow - I want to see you well - I know you got your mind set on other things sometimes - but try and let a bit of the light inside - out!
You got a lot to look forward to GP - truly. Sad to see you still inside - but your intelligent - you cannot kid yourself - you know that presented with your own case you'd veer on hospitalisation.
These things happen - is not the end of the world - and if worse comes to worse you claim benefits for a year or whatever - maybe find some other course - open university is a good one - keeps you sharp - and you got talents yet to be discovered.
Wishing you all the best - have not been the forum lately - I'm OK myself - but been were you been and am here to say that its water under the bridge now.
Feeling bad does not last forever.
Take care - will be thinking about you - and a prayer will not do any harm I guess.
Well, what can I say without giving too much away about who I am. I suppose firstly I should say why I am writing a blog.
It's for my own benefit really. I like looking back through old things I have written about and it makes me rememeber it. I have an awful memory and it's good to look back and see how I felt about something or even something happening. I used to keep a diary when I was younger but fear of it being found and also the amount of time it took me to write in it meant that I didn't really write in it that often. But, it was good to look back on things and see how things were at the time.
I don't know how many people, if any will read this. I would like to think people would read it and I can remain totally anonymous. If I can't be honest on here then where can I be. No one knows me on here, no one knows I keep a blog so I have that security.
4 comments:
Thinking of you.. hope things improve for you soon x
keeping you in my thoughts. hang in there. it will get better. c.
Please update when you can. Take care :)
Hey there GP - you rugby hooligan!
Its peacelovingguy here - not my real name - I'd be a hippy for sure if I was called that!
Hoping you'll get to the point I got to sooner than later.
In part accepting depression - but also accepting that you can still be happy - there can be days that are good and even memorable.
You will get there - your always welcome to talk to me and I said that many a time - if I was 20 years younger I'd date you! But alas - for me - not you - we'll just have to be mates!
Anyhow - I want to see you well - I know you got your mind set on other things sometimes - but try and let a bit of the light inside - out!
You got a lot to look forward to GP - truly. Sad to see you still inside - but your intelligent - you cannot kid yourself - you know that presented with your own case you'd veer on hospitalisation.
These things happen - is not the end of the world - and if worse comes to worse you claim benefits for a year or whatever - maybe find some other course - open university is a good one - keeps you sharp - and you got talents yet to be discovered.
Wishing you all the best - have not been the forum lately - I'm OK myself - but been were you been and am here to say that its water under the bridge now.
Feeling bad does not last forever.
Take care - will be thinking about you - and a prayer will not do any harm I guess.
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